A Fathers' Love is Never-ending



In my world everyday is Father's Day- my Dad is awesome. Through my teenage years I thought he was this mean ogre... But I have said it time and again- my Dad made choices that helped shape me into who I am today. He made hard choices, the kind that I hope I never have to make with my child- but those choices changed my life, changed my direction and led me to here. No, I didn't always listen and most of the time I grumbled, but the good thing about Dad's, they always know what they're doing and will stand firm. 

 My Dad is humble, the kind of humble that makes you almost angry- he would never want to take credit for anything- he is a giver and does things whole-heartedly, he loves too much and most of the time that gets him into trouble. He will never come at you with an angry word, not to say he doesn't stand his ground when he needs too. But he is the kind of man who truly "thinks before he speaks". If he comes to you to talk, you know that he has carefully thought through what he is going to say. My Dad is my hero- he raised 2 girls, ALONE and faced so many challenges. He never missed one of my shows, musicals, concerts, etc- I don't know how he could leave work to always be there for us, but he did. He really worked hard to be a father and mother. He taught us to fish, to shoot a gun, pitch a tent, build a fire and change our oil-  but he also taught us how to sew, bake, hug and how to forgive. If you haven't met this man you are missing out- he doesn't know a stranger and I love that I have that same trait. Throughout the 28ish years I have been in his life, his faith has never waivered, even on the darkest of days when any other man would have thrown in the towel, he didn't give up on prayer. He loved my mom unconditionally through all her sick days and sad days,he loved her as he lost her. I appreciate that more than ever, it took me many years to realize how much he loved her, the devotion that he had for her, that was the embodiment of love. What a great example of perseverance through adversity. I am thankful to have been his 'mini me' all this time- I am so glad he had a heart to adopt... I am more than blessed to have been adopted into my family! 

Thank you Dad for teaching me to love openly, live without regret and to always looks for the good in one another and to not be afraid to stand up for myself, my family and what I believe in! 

Happy Fathers Day 2011

"YOU GOTTA SING AND YOU'LL BE HAPPY TODAY, PRESS ALONG TO THE GOAL. TRUST IN HIM WHO LEADETH THE WAY, HE IS KEEPING YOUR SOUL. LET THE WORLD KNOW WHERE YOU BELONG. LOOK TO JESUS AND PRAY. LIFT YOUR VOICE AND PRAISE HIM IN SONG. SING AND BE HAPPY TODAY!!!"

15 miles, 14,440 ft, 5700ft gain = 1 Epic Summit

Mt. Elbert- AKA- Ignorance & Denial

I would venture to say I am ambitious- not overly ambitious, but ambitous none the less. I like to take a challenge and push myself! I have climbed a mountain or 2 in my day, its what I do... Elbert, was not a mountain- Elbert, my friends, was a mental challenge, full of false summits, creepy darkness and an incline that hurt both ways! But... I DID IT!

This little journey began dark & early at a happy little place known as "Whitestar Camp Ground"  (or maybe white flower, or was there actually white in the name?) I was only there to sleep from 10pm-3am, so really I think the name is of no real substance here, but look... now its 2 sentences later! Anyways, I reluctantly wiggled out of my sleeping bag, and started "gearing" up, after hitting snooze at least once.  I emerged from the tent of quasi-warmth into the darkness that is 3am. It was cold, it was damp and I was beginning to second guess my sanity! That little moment passed and the 6 of us piled in the the Grand cherokee to start up the 4 wheel drive road, to the trailhead. Bumping over the rocks that loomed on this "road" we finally got to a point where I think we all second guessed our sanity- decided to go ahead, pull off and park (the skid plate had taken enough of a beating) and hike the rest of the way up the "road" to the trailhead. Headlamps in place we began our ascent into the darkness... and it was DARK. Amber and I went along at our steady pace, while the others raced ahead.  Traversing through a dense Aspen Grove forest in the black of early morning, is well... a bit scary. I was armed with my massive knife of terror and ready for whatever "creature" might have been lurking in the vast darkness surrounding us! We began to break treeline at dawn, it was a bit eerie, with a fog hovering across the tall grass, and creepy "figures" scattered across the way- we later found out on the descent that they were tree stumps looming in the distance, but at dawn in the shadows, they were anything but harmless trees! We made it past treeline and were in a great spot to view the sunrise over the peaks outlined in the distance, it was awe-inspiring. The only way to describe it was a "sudden burst" of light, cascading over the range to our East! The sun was welcomed as the wind picked up and we had no shelter of trees, a bare mountain side can be brutal, so we gladly accepted the warmth!  About this time, Amber and I both realized we had left our sunglasses in the car at the campground- we grumbled and kicked ourselves for a few, before accepting that this was going to be a "squinty" descent- luckily heading up, we were facing west.

We began climbing, climbing, climbing... This lovely mountain had a fabulous "false summit"- we rounded a bend, and BAM there was the "real" top, a good hour+ away.  I have to say, when I saw it, I had that fleeting moment of desparity where I thought "UGGGHHH". But we pushed on. I think we sang every church song you could think of that included mountains, climbing, journeys, not giving up, etc.  I even think "Victory in Jesus" made its way into the mix! Amber and I definitely took turns boosting eachothers' morale- and we talked alot about how hard it would be to climb alone. Making an ascent is definitely a great way to connect with God and quality time with a good friend! We named ourselves the "honorary trail greeters"- passing on encouragement and making quite a few friends along the way.

We rounded the last switchback and I got a renewed burst of adrenaline- I hauled up the last little stretch, and I am sure I had the biggest, goofiest grin across my face. As I reached the summit and looked back at where I had come from- no words could describe the sense of pride that overtook me, and in the same respect humbled me! I had made it, I had accomplished and it was worth it!  We hung out up top a bit, took pictures, ate some sandwiches and decided to head home!

You would think downhill, sure, easy. Well just as much of an incline going up, that same incline kicks your butt going down.  Loose gravel, dirt and rocks- made for a slippery slide down. I fell twice, Amber quasi fell once. I never thought we would reach treeline, it looked a MILLION miles away, and just never seemed to be getting closer.  Amber kept saying "its not far, once we reach treeline". Well, as I named this mountain earlier- ignorance & denial- was settling in. We reached the trees, with no break on the incline, we kept hiking and hiking and hiking- every bend I expected to see the CT where we linked up and headed back to the 4x4 road. The moment it came into view- I think elation spread thru me- and I practically sprinted out to the road. In case you had forgotten, we had done this whole part in the pitch black of early morning- in daylight the woods seemed endless and when we reached that road, I seriously thought we would never reach the car. We did, but not without a backup plan, in case the rest of the group had headed back to the campsite. When we crossed the creek and saw the Jeep I think I may have been smiling more than when we reached the summit.

This hike proved to be a major mental game- which I won, but not without a lot of prayer, a lot of encouragement and some good tunes swirling in my head! It was epic- and now I can say I have climbed the highest mountain in Colorado, and the 2nd highest in the continental U.S.

All in all 15 miles, 5700 ft + of elevation gain, incline after incline, 1 liter+ of water, 3 Clif shots, 2 Luna Bars, 4 Clif blocks and 1 PBJ and a morning of unforgettable memories brings us too....

My reward- bragging rights, fabulous pictures, a BBQ pork sandwich, shower and an evening at the Broncos game with the perfect weather! All in all- a good Saturday! Can't wait to see what the next adventure holds!

A

That's not popcorn it's the smell of Preppy clothes...

A lot of things have happened in the past few weeks, and I have been a total blog slacker... Never fear, I am back now.

Major blog post to follow :)

Top 10 Things I am Rarely Ever Without!

These are 10 things that I can almost guarantee you will never see me without!

#10- Blue Gerber Curve Pocket Knife









#9- Ponytail Holder on my wrist









#8- Burt Bee's Chapstick









#7- NIKON point & shoot + camo case (you NEVER know when you might want to snap a shot)









#6- Orange Blackberry Curve









#5- CAMO Purse- for real :)









#4- A HAT! Beanie, baseball, etc... I have 42 hats :) (definitely not a shoe girl)









#3- My Stellar CAMO clutch wallet









#2- Favorite Oakley's









#1- Stainless Steel Water Bottle :)









I know that this post is completely materialistic... But- it was fun to think about the top 10 things that I always have with me regularly!!! Plus it was great to lighten the blogging spirit :)

A

Goals Are Good?

I love goals...
I love the goal of having attainable goals...
I love making lists, action plans and a regimen to acheive goals...
Do I have a goal problem?
Is being goal-oriented a bit overboard?
Is it a goal to want to be goal-oriented?
Finishing this post is a goal....

Segway into the POINT...

Every year I set goals, every month I set goals within my goals, then I set daily goals and sometimes to tell the truth I set hourly goals... Neurotic? Probably! I enjoy checking the "achieved" box or checking the "almost there" box or the "not even close" box- I revel in progress, whether good or bad- the feeling that I am working towards something, that I can committ to something, that I am willing to move constantly forward in life towards the "Ultimate Goal"- The triumphs, the defeats, the joy and pain in this life are just preparing me, conditioning me to truly, honestly be grateful, thankful for the redeeming grace that only He can give. 
Philippians 3:14 - I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Today I found the launching point for one of my personal goals- I have for the past 3-5yrs had a strong desire to learn to rock climb.  I understand the hurdles and obstacles that are ahead of me... I know I am a bit bottom heavy, and upper-body strength is not my strong suit- I have super strong legs, but my arms are my weak-link. I have been incorporating a lot of upper body free-weight lifting into my daily routine, and am confidant in myself, my ability and my determination coupled with a good bit of proper training that I will be able to rock it out on the side of  an intense cliff in due time! So in saying all that, anyone who would like to try this out with me, I would love the company :)

http://www.rocknandjamn.com/ - this will be the place I go, the Centennial location. They offer Intro Lessons @ a steal of deal :) Check em' out!

My How Time Does Fly!

From Then to Now!


After The Storm

I began writing a letter to a friend going through a difficult time- my goal was to not say "I know how you feel" or "I am so sorry for your pain"- I opened up my Bible and as per usual in God's perfect way a verse popped out to me.  It was one that in the midst of trial I didn't believe, but after the dust settled and I was sitting in the aftermath of the storm, it all became clear. Just thought I would share some of my thoughts...

Psalm 107:29- He caused the storm to be still, So that the waves of the sea were hushed.

Life is a series of challenges and tests. It comes fully equipped with pleasure and pain, sunshine and rain. It is a random mix of every feeling imaginable. I have been in the storm and I have stood by the ones I love in the storm, the storm does pass after a while. The thunder quits clapping, the rain stops, the clouds clear, and the day breaks. What a blessing it is when the night has been too long, to know that at last- it is morning.

If you are blessed to live a long life, you will see many triumphs and face many challenges. You will laugh in joy and you will wail in pain.  You will experience every feeling known to man. You will see good times as well as bad. No one is exempt from bad times. No one can hide from pain. They are realities that knock on the doors of both mansions and shacks. They visit people who have everything and people who have nothing. Yet in the midst of it all, when we are facing situations that seem to have no rhyme or reason, it helps to know that somewhere in and beyond the passion and the pain, there is God.

The Lord Himself gives us new days. He sees us through the storms and the night times. So what about those storms? They will cease. And when they pass, we will be safe in the arms of our Lord, the Master of all seasons.

And when we will ourselves to fall into his arms- we experience the healing peace that only He can give.

I began thinking about how this applied to the disciples and Jesus' followers during and after his crucifixion, the Empty Tomb and his ascension. Think about that storm they were in- the storm of all storms. I sometimes brush over the fact these men/women were walking on this earth with the same ideas, emotions and feelings that you and I hold- I forget to make them relational. It makes the pain, the confusion, the helplessness they felt as they watched it all happen- it brings it to a real level. As humans in the midst of a storm, even an expected storm- the pain can at times enable us to think rationally, and to easily keep us from looking forward to the time after the storm has passed.  I mean in Luke 23:13-35, it speaks of 2 of his followers sadness. Do we sometimes judge the disciples for their doubt,  when  we ourselves have the whole story laid out and still doubt, still deny? We doubt all the time, even when the signs are clear and even when God has continually been there for us- But this isn't about doubt, maybe I will touch on that subject on another day.

The point is that even Jesus' early followers had to walk thru the storm, had to experience the doubt, the fear and fully expose their hearts to Gods healing power. And it was then that Jesus revealed himself and His will for them to move out of the storm and use the power of His sacrifice, to spread his gospel. Aren't we called to do the same?

Walk thru the storm, hold your head high... This will pass

a